// Mudvayne [ лирика ]
"K(now) F(orever)"
Frozen moments in time
Stopped hourglass
They predicate what you will know
Dispositions lie within
And so do we
Don't want to run
Don't want to hide
Renounce the prayers for inspiration
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete, I'm weary
I feel the stares piercing
So sorry to soil your precious eyes
Reflections spoon-feed you
The bitterness and disgust that is me
If you choose to reach out to lend to me
I'll chew off your hand
I'm not begging for your fucking change
I'm not begging for your fucking change
I'm in touch with myself
All alone within myself
Alone (all one), alone(all one), alone (all one), alone
Do what you will
Make it the whole of your law
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades
Internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your fucking change
I'm just begging for a fucking change
Complacence quenched of me
Lineage is ending
I am that, once was me
Rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering
Break the mold, sever me
Cut your throat, be the martyr
Bitter pills, that we swallow
Take me, chase me
Swallow with me
Know, now, know, now
Inside of truth, coming to close to me
Ground consumes and embraces me, me, me, me
Born again
I'm repositioning
Self inside to self
Non-dimensional
Lost to being
I've recognized the cause
Existence to come
Alive now forever
Born again
I'm repositioning
Self inside to self
Non-dimensional
Lost to being
I've recognized the cause
Existence to come
Alive now forever
I am once was, I am once was, I am once was
That is me
I am once was, I am once was, I am once was
That is me
I'm broken, altered
Vacillating force
Round square corners
Circles dance around wet figures
Prisoner of time I'm no more
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil
Let bastards rot in time
I'm not begging for your fucking change
I'm just begging for a fucking change
[наверх]
"-1"
Losses, losers and more
Gain of life's pleasures
Cohorts listen behind the doors
To a life, meaningless
Less than zero in me
All my walls falling down
Pains aloft misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned
I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved
By the pawn in the plan
Taste of shit, bitterness
Walk from me everything systematically
Come on, you were the one, you were the one
To dredge up shit inside of me
In my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Patience, pleasures, and rewards
Come in due time
Stare at the sun I'm bored
In a life, meaningless
Soaking up all of me
Like the cross you worship
Life is loss, look at me
I'm sure that some day we'll wake up
I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus
Tunneling to the light
Glowing deep inside of me
Your taunting, I wake up
Come on, you were the one, you were the one
To dredge up shit inside of me
In my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Tell me now
Tell me now
Pain (in me)
Misery, distress (calling)
Dismal, nowhere (loser)
Depressed, idiot, failure (man I'm the)
Loser (in me), loser (who I am), loser (in me)
Don't feel sorry
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy
Don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy
Don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Come on
I know you were the one, you were the one
Numb to feelings inside of me
Why I've seized my vision
Don't need you to tell me who to be
Don't need you to tell me what to be
Don't need you to tell me how to ascend
Don't need you to tell me how to live
[наверх]
"Cradle"
Breathe...breath...breath...breath
Push...push...push...push
I lost you
You were my god
Thought what do I do now?
You were never there for me
Never there to carry me
26 years looking back
That time is gone
It was you I believed in
Look what you've done to me
Realize what you've done to me
I can't see going on
In this darkness I'm blind
Beneath my cradle the bough has broke
I exorcise my loss, your lies, the punishment
It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you
Everybody leaves me
Everybody's gone
Watch my father leave me
There's nobody left
Feels like I've never been loved
Everybody leaves me
Never gave a shit about me
Everybody's gone
I'll rot in my head alone
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
Fucking cock sucker
Fake being
Inside of my heart you are the liar
Innocence displaced
Been left
Here I stand now and I'm alone
With no one to comfort me
One set of footprints in the sand
No one to take my hand
I'll, I'll walk through as long as I need
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is me
Me
Me
Me
Found I've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life
Endless plight that circulates through my body
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind
Renounce my being
I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see, I'm to tired, I can't see
I can't see going on
I'm so tired of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself
I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it
I can't see going on, fuck it
[наверх]
"Death Blooms"
Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aroma's thick with age
Mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble, frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, cast into
Maker take the body
Don't want it wants me
Past has found its place
Salvation is no more
Will god accept my peace?
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Don't want it don't want in
Feeble, frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, cast into
Maker take the body
Don't want, it wants me
I just want to run, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me cacooned in misery
I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time
Receive me or cast me away
God, please take me away
Resistance, futile
Suicidal ideas
I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
On the other side
The time has come
Lock and load
I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming
I'm coming home
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in
Pull me out of body
Don't want, it don't want in
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeblec frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
Don't want it
Maker take the body
Don't want it, wants me
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
Don't want it
Maker take the body
Don't want, it wants me
I just want to run, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me cacooned in misery
The darkness overcomes
Soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door
I sail through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison
Cradle me
Sown to my dreams
Souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in God's hands
Death blooming
Dark for fear of failure
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
Roiling hate
Death grip in my veins
Unveiling rancid petals
Flowering forth foul nectar
The space between a blink and a tear
Death blooms.
[наверх]
"Dig"
Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aroma's thick with age
Mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble, frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, cast into
Maker take the body
Don't want it wants me
Past has found its place
Salvation is no more
Will god accept my peace?
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body
Don't want it don't want in
Feeble, frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing
Don't want it, cast into
Maker take the body
Don't want, it wants me
I just want to run, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me cacooned in misery
I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time
Receive me or cast me away
God, please take me away
Resistance, futile
Suicidal ideas
I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
On the other side
The time has come
Lock and load
I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming
I'm coming home
Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in
Pull me out of body
Don't want, it don't want in
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeblec frail, and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
Don't want it
Maker take the body
Don't want it, wants me
Pull me out of body
Don't want it, don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting, descending
I'm lost in a structure that's collapsing, descending
Don't want it
Maker take the body
Don't want, it wants me
I just want to run, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me cacooned in misery
The darkness overcomes
Soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door
I sail through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison
Cradle me
Sown to my dreams
Souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in God's hands
Death blooming
Dark for fear of failure
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting
Roiling hate
Death grip in my veins
Unveiling rancid petals
Flowering forth foul nectar
The space between a blink and a tear
Death blooms.
[наверх]
"Everything And Nothing"
We swallow the spit
Steal acceptance lend denial
Telling me that my life is free and boundless
Then I'm forced to stay between the lines
They construct death to demolish life
Plant the seeds to harvest loss
Found empty truth is full of lies, lies, lies, lies
We're hoping for despair
Starvation's gluttony
Subtle chaotic peace
War divided unity
Pro life
Pro choice
Blinded insight
Left wing
Right wing
Black
White
Leaders following
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty
Mother fucking human
Not a machine
Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty
Mother fucking human
Not a machine
Lay your hands upon me
In search for answers inviting
Constant struggle inside me
Guide me through this nothing that's everything
Pray for the end of time
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
I am everything, I am nothing
Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty
Mother fucking human
Not a machine
Stop fucking with me
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery
Deceitful honesty
Mother fucking human
Not a machine
[наверх]
"Intarnal Primates Forever"
Jump, jump, jump
Jump, jump, jump
Cop provisions feed my addictions
Mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need
My invisible enemies all my monkeys
They're coming, they're coming, they're coming,
They're coming, they're coming, they're coming to take me away,
haha!!!
Disgusted with my position
So submissive I am
The only way we get away is give in
Sharpen up the razors
Stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings
So sick of this in me
Can't stand the want to need
Can't get free
Always got a grip on me
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
Obedience
Subservience leads to substance
Give it to me, give it to me
Leave my motivation to chemical dependency
No room for patience
Don't want it need it
Come on, right now
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face
They drag me back
They get me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face
Help, they won't leave me alone
Help, they won't leave me alone
They won't leave me alone
If I would have known back then what I know now
I'd take it back, I'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now
I'd take it back, I'd take it back
I'd take it all fucking back
Stay away, stay away
Hold me, I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep
Stay away, stay away
Hold me, I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep
1, 2
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
Obedience
Subservience leads to substance
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
[наверх]
"Nothing To Gein"
Cold and silent
Soiled face
I will wash it all away with my love
That's all she's ever needed from me
It's my time to mother
One of my own in my life
I am so alone
Left with no one in my life
I'm so alone
Life submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And their love is meaningless
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Sheltered life, innocence
Insulated memories spark reflections of my head
Duality in my consciousness
Caught in the war of hemispheres
Between the love lost in my head
Mommy do you still live inside of me
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
Protected me my whole life from everything
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh
Corpse, scalped hair
With skin upon my face
Deliver the remains from her womb of earth
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth
Covert understanding of novice surgery
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness, I'm masticating
Dancing and masturbating
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face
Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
If I soak my hands in others blood, am I sick?
If I wash my hands in others blood, am I sick?
If I drench myself in others blood, am I sick?
If I bathe myself in others blood
Blame mother for the sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh
Corpse scalped hair
With skin upon my face
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled
Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled
Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled
Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled
Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled
[наверх]
"Pharmaecopia"
Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you
Tear the walls down
Headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Bring the alien
Halcium and morphine
5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine
Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD
Ayahuasca, harmine
Give it all to me, I want it
These are just a few of my favorite things
These are just a few of my favorite things
Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine
Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol
Amanita muscaria
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine
Cylotec and harmaline
Give it all to me I want it
Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you
Tear the walls down
Headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you
Tear the walls down
Headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Kill the alien
Kill the alien
Kill your alien
Kill your alien
You can't kill me
I'm already dead
Inside my hole
Inside my head
We just beg for any way to be sedated
It's all about escaping
Numb to me
Numb body from this hell
I can feel them pushing
I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding
I can feel them moving
I can feel them prying
I can feel them prodding
I can feel them breathing
I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing
I can feel them scoping
I can feel them living
I can feel it
Consume, take in
Plunging, plumbing
Instruments prying
Aliens inside me
Tooling the machine
Intoxicating
Feel it unfolding
Riddles in me
It's all about escaping
We just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to
Does your god come in a capsule or on a plate
They're trying to sedate you
Swallow self and bring on the alien
You tried to kill me
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
[наверх]
"Prod"
Emotions inside us, troubling
The hatred inside us, escalating
The sickness inside us keeps you weak
The masses inside of us, suffering
They are bleeding
The calling inside us, sick with greed
The voices calling to us, deafaning
We're not listening
Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Swat at the flies, omit disgust
The leaders inside us, posturing
The pollution inside of us, suffocating me
The science inside us, menacing
The will that's inside of us its dying
End is coming
Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess
Cleanse the mess, cleanse the mess
Cleanse the mess, cleanse the mess
Wash me off inside, wash me off inside
We're killing ourselves
We're killing ourselves
We're killing ourselves
Killers
God damn, we fucked up the circumstance
Too late to save us from ourselves
Callous minds against trust and confidence
Too late to give a damn now
Too late to save us from ourselves
Too late to make it all go away
Too late to beg pardons from the mother
Too late to give a damn
It's oo late to save us from ourselves
It's too late to make it all go away
It's too late to beg pardons from the mother
It's too late to give a damn
Now we'll sit and wait
Wait, wait, wait for the coming of the end
Wait for the coming, the killing
The ending, the plight of man
Deserving no mercy
Expelling by God's hand
It's okay, the ending
It's over, no more pain
Emotion, the hatred
The sickness, the calling
Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Swat at the flies, omit disgust
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess
[наверх]
"Severed"
And we hide behind
Lies, anger, hate
They shoo love away
Build shells of ourselves outside
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality
Come on, Step out of your rind
Assemble strength, focus
Release, and run to me
You can never look back to the visions from the past
They fade and wilt in time
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I turn and walk away
Eclipse you
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse you
I spit up on my plate
Push everything away from me
And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become the sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery
Get off the cross and save yourself
Run away, I'll be ok
Run now, get away from me
If I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my
head
You'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place
And build walls out of fragments from my past
Of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I'll turn and walk away
I walk under the clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every mother fucking thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniquity in this mother fucking bullshit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die
Take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental
Off me and pitch me in a hole
In this mother fucking bullshit life
In this fucking bullshit life
I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I can't be the hero anymore
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate, seperate
Seperate, seperate
Eclipse you
Bleed you, strip you
Of your states of ain soph aur
I need you
Spit up on my plate
Push everything away
Eclipse you
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
I need you
Spit up on my plate
Push everything away
It's always been this way
I push it all away from me
Eclipse you
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
I need you
Spit up on my plate
Push everything away
[наверх]
"Under My Skin"
Nailed inside my head
Fuck this I don't need your shit
All the lies, deceit, and arrogance
Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game
Like you fucking know me
Just go far away and be small
Run far away and be small
Go lie in a hole and be small
Thorns, splinters, pushing
Under my skin
They want in
Sharpened tongue to penetrate me
If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well, make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the
freak !!!
That is me, fucker, come on
Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales
To get in
Lance the core to penetrate me
If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well, make a cut on the line
And take a deeper look inside of the freak
You're under my skin, fuck
Fucking punk ass bitch
You're under my fucking skin
You were there like a punk
Just to get in my face
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Don't need your goddamn pressure
Frontin' stress I'm superman motherfucker
Without the "s" on my chest
Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your ass like a heart attack
Ripping through your life like a motherfucking hurricane
Fist full of Novocain for your pain
You're nothing in my life, in my head
You're nothing in my life, in my land
Nailed inside my head
You're under my fucking skin
I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face I think it's time for them
to go away!!!
Always in my fucking space
Always in my scene, always in my sight
Always in my way
You're dead to me, punk ass fuck
If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well, make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the
freak !!!
If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the
freak
[наверх]
